to dude. you know who you are.

 dude, you’re making my life miserable, though you have no idea you are doing so.
you’ve changed, though i constantly doubt it. hope i’m wrong.

what the hell, you do not even read my blog. nor listen to me.

….

Miguel Angelo De Dios Malvar,

hinihintay ko po ang regalo mo sakin noong kris kringle. asan na? haha.

little drummer girl.

promise ko talaga, mag-aaral na ako ng mabuti kapag may exams. hindi na ako magpapadistract sa marimar. hindi na ako matutulog. hindi na ako mag-online. hindi ko na uulitin basahin ang mga libro ni paulo coelho. mag-aaral na ako, kapag may exam.
-ako iyan. nang papasok sa school dahil nakalimutan mag-aral.

tapos na ang kalahati ng examination period namin. 2 days to go at magliligalig na naman ang aking buhay. balik na naman ako sa ‘true jodesz’ na walang alam kundi kumain, matulog, gumala, magnet, magtxt, at manuod ng tv. si jodesz na walang pakialam sa mundo maliban sa kung magkakatuluyan ba si marimar at si sergio, at kung mananalo ang mga zaido sa pakikipaglaban sa mga kuuma. ‘yan ang tunay na jodesz. pero not totally naman. iyan lang naman ang aking isang ego. the lazy type. ai teka, lazy naman talaga ako eh. walang ‘hardworking type’. haha.

teka, anu nang date ngayon? december 14. waw. i just realized na 11 days na lang ay pasko na naman. ang paboritong holiday ng mga malalakas kumain tulad ko. saya na naman. marami na naman akong datung. oha! rumarami na ang mga nangangaroling sa lugar namin, pagod na pagod na akong sumigaw ng patawad. nakabili na sina lola at mama ng kanilang pangregalo. ako ewan.
kinabit na nila papa ang christmas lights na uber nakakahilo. puro xmas songs na ang naririnig ko. bumili na sila mama ng broas para daw sa crema de fruita na unti-unti kong kinakain
.

maraming bagay sa pasko ang gustong gusto ko. mga regalo. pagkain. family gatherings. regalo. pagkain. noche buena. SIMBANG GABI. bakasyon. carollings na puro patawad. ang mga nagiging generous kong kapitbahay tuwing december25 na namimigay ng spaghetti na ewan ko kung tira lang nila or what. pero higit sa lahat, its the season to be jolly..lalalalalalalala…

sooo.
ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA JESUS. I LOVE YOU PO.

.
teka, iyong nasa pinaka-una ng post na ito ay hindi ibig sabihin bagsak ako ah. hindi ko pa alam resulta ng exams. haha.

A-Z

Instructions: Each player starts with 7 random habits/facts about themselves. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their seven things, as well as these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 7 people to get tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them that they have been tagged and to read your blog!

In tagalog: Sagutan mo na lang UGOK.

Seven facts about me:

1. music lover ako. siguro alam niyo na ito. haha.
2. tamad ako sa lahat ng bagay. kahit sa pagtulog tamad ako, oh dba.
3. i tend to speak in english when i’m angry.
4. may 2 akong blog. ito at iyong sa multiply. iyong sa multiply, nagpapaka-ewan ako dun or shall i say ’shock absorber’ ko siya. haha.
5. adik ako sa pagtitxt. txt niyo ako. globe ako. gib me ur number. haha.
6. takot ako sa butterflies.
7. alam niyo ba iyong jollibee kid’s club? member ako nun DATI. haha.

A – Age: 14

B – Band Listening To Right Now: radioheads.

C – Career: student by day, super hero by night. oyeah!

D – Drink or Smoke: wala! wala! wala!

E – Easiest Friend To Talk To: madami.

G – Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: wala. i don’t like them. iba kasi feeling ng may ganyan sa mouth.

H – Have a Boyfriend: w-a-l-a.. WALA.

I – In love: i don’t know.

J- Junk Food You Like: madami.

K – Kids: kids? anu?

L – Longest Ride Ever: Metro Manila-pangasinan-zambales. non stop iyan. naligaw ata kaya napunta sa pangasinan. haha.

N – Names For Your Future Kids: sa susunod na lang.

O – One Wish You Have Now: World Peace!

P – Phobias: butterflies. loss. being rejected (buti hindi ako lalake, kasi sila nabubusted. haha)

Q – Favorite Quote: i…never..said..that I LOVE YOU! haha.

R – Reasons To Smile: everything. kahit uber natatae ka na, smile ka padin.

S – Sleeping Time: late na.

T – Time You Woke Up: 10am.

U – Unknown Fact About You: unknown will always be unknown.

V – Vegetable You Hate: okra. d ko siya feel.

W – Worst Habit: pala-asar. kaso ako lagi iyong naaasar. in short, ASAR TALO.

X – X-rays You’ve Had: chest. sa arm, tapos sa likod dahil sa effin’ scoliocis ko.

Y – Yummy Foods: mga luto ni mama (oha!), shawarma, PUCCA, chocomucho. banana cake ni miguel.

Z – Zodiac Sign: GEMINI.

obvious ba na wala akong magawa? haha.

wala akong itatag.

fieldtrip chuvaness.

ilang araw na ba akong hindi nakapagpost?
ewan. tinatamad akong bilangin.
pero ito promise ko, after ng fieldtrip namin, i shall make a post-fieldtrip post.
haha, or if ever na ganahan ako bukas, i shall make a pre-fieldtrip post. dba dba.

so. till then. )
wednesday pala fieldtrip namin.

another survey na alam kong magugustuhan ni ate katrisha. haha. :)

So, here’s how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next
button

Opening Credits
Five Minutes To Midnight by Boys Like Girls
cool. cool. haha.
//i got the sickness, you got the cure//

Waking Up
Passenger Seat by Stephen Speaks.
ibig sabihin nito i woke up in a car? argh. ang korni ko.
//scared to death to say i love you//

First Day At School
Your Body Is A Wonderland by John Mayer
naku naku. sasabihin sakin ng mga klasmeyts ko sakin. jooke.
//and if you want love, we’ll make it//

Falling In Love
Stupid For You by Marie Digby
aus aus. im falling stupid for him.

Fight Song
Sexy Back by Justin Timberlake
huwaw. choreographed ang aming fight scene.

Breaking Up
Someday We’ll Know by Mandy Moore
cool cool. haha. perfect.
//two years or later you’re still on my mind//

Prom
Won’t Go Home Without You by Maroon 5
magkakaalamanan na sa prom! wooh!
//everynight you cry yourself to sleep. thinking how does this happen to me//

Life Is Good
Music In Me by HSM2
maganda siya. un lang.
//ur harmony to the melody, thats echoing inside of me//

Mental Breakdown
Alumni Homecoming by Parokya Ni Edgar
di ko siya gets. totally.
//highschool pa tayo nung una kang nakilala//

Driving
Dreaming With A Broken Heart by John Mayer
driving with a broken heart! haha.
//and for a moment you can’t hardly breath.//

Flashback
Hero by Enrique Inglesias
maganda siya. uuuuber. haha. flashback ng pagiging superhero ko sa mga buhay ng tao.
//i can kiss away the pain//

Getting Back Together
My Paper Heart by The All American Rejects
bagay siya. parang ‘hey you! we’re going back together so you should take care of this effin’ heart of mine!!’
//simple things that make you run away//

Wedding
Misery Business by Paramore
wth.

Paying The Dues
You Can’t Stop The Beat, Hairspray.
haha. cool song.

The Night Before The War
Mr. Brightside by The Killers
haha.
//letting me go//

Final Battle
I Don’t Love You by McR
ang bitter. haha.
//you’re still the good for nothing i don’t know//

Moment of Triumph
We Ride by Rihanna
bitter sa boy. haha. naku naku.

Death Scene
Sorry, Blame It On Me by Akon
being sorry for the last time. ang cool.
//im sorry for the things that i did not say//

Funeral Song
My Heart By Paramore
kakantahin dapat ng aattend ng funeral ko!
//stay with me.//

End Credits
Far Away By Nickelback
cool! haha. suits the part.
//stop breathing when i don’t see you anymore//

bored.

Go to your music player, set it to shuffle/random, and answer the following questions with the title of the FIRST song that you skip to each time.

No cheating!

If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would shout:
no worries by Mcfly.
//’cause times like this we’ll never forget//

The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you’ll say:
shameless by coheed and cambria.

Your favorite thing to say when drunk is:
won’t go home without you by Maroon5. haha. nice one.

Your message to the world:
tuyo ng damdamin by silent sanctuary.

When you think of your best friend you think:
happy birthday by The click five. dapat ako nagsasabi sa kanya nito. haha.

Your deepest secret:
over you by Chris Daughtry. yeah yeah. i’m so ooovvverrr him. whaat.

Your innermost desire:
clumsy by fergie.

Your oldest memory makes you think:
ang huling el bimbo by eraserheads.

Somewhere in your wedding vows, you should have included:
unfaithful by rihanna. naku naku. i promise i’ll be faithful.

On your deathbed, you’ll whisper:
umbrella by rihanna. haha. naku, naghihingalo pa ako ito pa kinakanta ko.

Your friends say behind your back:
all i have by j.Lo

You say behind your friends’ back:
someday we’ll know by Mandy Moore and Jonathan Foreman.
//two years or later you’re still on my mind//

Your opinion of Blogging:
with a smile by eraserheads.

When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
happy ending by Mika
//this is the hardest storyt hat i’ve ever told. no hope, or love and glory, happy endings gone forever more//

If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you’d yell:
samson by regina spektor.
//you are my sweetest downfall toooot!//

Right now, your feelings are:
dance dance by fall out boy. yeah yeah. gusto ko sumayaw. haha.

What’s your excuse for reposting this music survey?:
stronger by kanye west
//i need you to hurry up now, cause i can’t wait much longer//

Your life’s soundtrack:
makes me wonder by Maroon5
//give me something to believe in, cause i don’t believe in you anymore//

The day you fell in love was the day that:
later by fra lippo lippi
//how could you come with me when you knew all along that you have to go?//

You Scream During Sex:
i don’t love you by My Chemical Romance. wtf.

Your farewell message to the readers of this music survey:
high school never ends by Bowling For Soup

How does the world see me?
sorry, blame it one me by Akon.

Will I have a happy life?
fake plastic trees by Radiohead.
//my fake plastic love//

What do my friends really think of me?
on my own by leah salonga. waw. loner mode.

Do people secretly lust after me?
the great escape by Boys Like Girls. wth.

How can I make myself happy?
gimme more by britney spears. sheet. bakit may ganito ako?

What should I do with my life?
the day that i die by good charlotte. huwaw. i shall wait for it.

Will I ever have children?
somebody’s me by enrique inglesias.

What is some good advice for me?
your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus.

How will I be remembered?
buttercup by the foundation. huwaw. the heartbreaker!

What is my signature dancing song?
burn by usher. haha.

What do I think my current theme song is?
hate that i love you by rihanna and ne-yo. good enough.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
you give love a bad name by bon jovi. haha. bitter.

What song will play at my funeral?
when we die by bowling for soup. ayos!

What type of men/women do you like?
teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift.

What is my day going to be like?
the take over, the breaks over by fob.

~`
wala ako magawa. haha.

the only thing that makes me wishing on a wishing star.

bakit ba may mga taong tanga sa pag-ibig?
bakit ba may mga taong willing igive up ang lahat para sa kanilang pinakamamahal?
bakit may mga magkakaibigan ang nagkakalabuan dahil sa pag-ibig?
bakit ba kadikit na lagi ng pag-ibig ang dalamhati?
bakit ba may pag-ibig?

love. pag-ibig. liebe. amore.
maraming tawag dito. pero iba’t iba ang meaning kasi sabi nga nila eh ‘you make your own definition of love in your life’. kung curious kayo kung anu para sa akin ang pag-ibig, simple lang ang sagot ko, ‘love is like parasitism, someone will benefit while the other do not.’ ewan ko kung bakit iyan ang sinasagot ko. pero sa aking palagay naman eh akmang akma iyan. kasi syempre kapag nagmamahalan ang dalawang tao, may nasasaktan na isa. ayan ang tinatawag na love triangle.

love triangle/eternal triangle
triangular romantic relationship: a romantic relationship among three people that involves jealousy or other emotional conflicts.

kung observant kayo sa mga local romantic flicks, hindi mawawala ang love triangle. syempre, iyon ang nagbibigay kulay sa palabas eh. ganito lang ang scenario diyan: childhood friends si bida1 and si bida2. tapos nagsumpaan sila na kapag matanda na sila, sila ang magkakatuluyan. dumaan ang maraming panahon, nagkalayo ang dalawa. si bida1 nasa probinsya/america at si bida2 ay nasa maynila or vice versa. sa kanilang pagii-stay sa respective hiding place nila eh may makikilala silang lalake/babae na magmamahal sa kanila. so ayun. then destiny strikes, nagkita si bida1 and si bida2 sa isang lugar, maybe sa hometown nila, at magkakainlaban ulet. ayun, then iiwan nila ang kanilang mga kawawang ex. then they will live happily ever after, ai wait! hindi pa. kadalasan ay gaganti si naiwang ex. either brutal or just by making sugod sugod to the bida1 or bida2. haha. pero not to worry, laging talo ang naiwang ex. haha.

pero dati iyan! iba na ang mga istorya ng mga pelikulang romantiko ngayon. haha. mamamatay na si bida1 or si bida2 (remember the promise?) or para mas brutal at uber nakakapagbagababag, silang dalawa ang mamamatay. haha.

pero back to the loooove topic, anu ba ang batayan para ma-inlove? is it the looks? the attitude? or the mooolah? haha. pero i think it is based on the attitude of the person, kasi kahit gaano pa kapanget ang isang tao, NANINIWALA AKO na may kabaitan iyan na nagtatago. haha.

at tska bakit ba pabata ng pabata ang mga naiinlab ngayon? dati rati puro crushes lang ang naririnig ko sa mga kabataan ngayon pero bakit ngayon puro laaab nalang? haha. naku naku.

ito lang masasabi ko.
IF YOU LOVE, DO NOT FORGET THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU. BECAUSE WHEN THE PERSON YOU LOVE LEAVES YOU BROKENHEARTED, WHO WILL BE THERE TO CATCH YOUR TEARS? WHO WILL BE THERE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY? )

i know malabo ang post na ito. pero trip ko lang talaga magpost about this topic.
reason? kung si Padre Salvi ay may hangover sa ONE MORE CHANCE, ako ay may hangover sa mga newly downloaded songs sa computer na puro laaaab songs. haha. especially that effin’ teardrops on my guitar by Talyor Swift at iyong HAPPY ENDING by MIKA.

M&M fever. haha.

Martina: loook oh. moooooonnnnssstttteeeeerrr! ai churi, si michael lang pala.

ang babae sa taas ay nagngangalang MARTINA ALEXANDRIA VILLANUEVA BALIBAY. siya ang aking bestfriend. and she will celebrate her 14TH birthday this coming November 27. kaya ina, ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY and MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR na din.

ang nasa taas ay si Michael at si Martina.
cuuuute noh? haha.

martina: ang cuuuute talaga ni tooooot. haha.
michael: mas cute ako dun. *selos mode*

disclaimer: ang mga conversation na nabasa niyo sa post na ito ay pawang kalokohan. gawa gawa lang iyan ng imahinasyon ng may-akda ng blog na ito. pero kung totoo iyan, ang cuuute naman talaga dba? haha.

 ina will probably kill me by now. haha. peaaace!

adbentiyurs ni jodesz.

*muntik malaglag sa motorcycle ni mama dahil sa katangahan*
*nasa kanto na ng bahay ng makita na nakalimutan ang wallet kaya tumakbo pabalik sa bahay*
*pagpasok sa gate, nakapa na nasa bulsa pala ang wallet*
*nasa gate ng compound, napansin ang bahay na pink. natawa ng konti. dahil sa konting tawa na iyon, nahulog iyong illustration ko kaya i have to get it.*
*nahulog ang HB PENCIL nang naglalakbay papuntang school. i think it fell dun sa intersection.*
*pagpunta sa school, muntik matapilok sa may computer lab*
*nasa classroom, nakita ang isang papel, pinulot. pagtayo ko, tumama ang aking ulo sa desk*
*NAGING TOP 4 NA LANG. darn it.*
*speech choir, ilang beses nadapa, nabalibag, nalaglag, sinakmal sa leeg.*
*5 pm na nakalabas ng classroom*
*nakita si bestfriend, namumuti na daw iyong buhok sa kakahintay. haha.*

ayos noh? malas ang araw na ito.
uber malas.
daig ko pa ang mga superheroes na kung san sila pupunta, may gulo. haha.

pahabooool!

pahabol post para sa aking christmas wishlist v.2 ito.
gusto ko din pala ng…

>MESSENGER BAG. yup, messseeeengggerrr bag. ‘that bag that you sling-sling around your shoulder’, aus ang description. gusto ko color black. or blue. or GREEN. haha. GREEN IS IN. my uber peyborit kolor in dis prikin’ world.

>PINS. maraming maraming maraming pins. haha.

>MUG. yung pang-kape. pero hindi ko siya gagamitin na pangkape. pangMILO ko lang iyan. haha.

>SLIPPERS. banana peel, i think 70php-something lang siya dba? cool. ayaw ko ng sandals, gusto ko FLIPFLOPS. or what my sister calls ‘FLOPSFLOPS’. haha.

>KEYCHAINS. uber daming keychains. kahit anung keychains. takte, gusto ko ng keychain, wala naman akong keys. haha. isasabit ko lang siya sa id ko, or sa bag ko.

>CELLPHONE THINGYS. ung abubot. haha. i want cooolooor black or gray lang ah.

>POSTER NG THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS. ung nabibili sa SM RECORD BAR.

>HEADPHONES! not EARphones, HEADphones. haha.

>DVD. kahit anung movie/series. mas gusto ko iyong foreign. haha. kahit japeyks lang, masaya na ako.

>JACKET. its christmas, its cold. haha. kaya i need a jacket. and besides, I LOOOVVVVEE JACKETS. takte, naalala ko na naman iyong jacket na naiwan ko sa cabinet sa school. anu na kaya nangyari dun.

>LOAD. sa cellphone. a cellphone needs load right? haha.

>WALLET. ung parang pouch. haha. tapos color greeeeeeen. haha.

>SAPATOS. vans or chucks or kahit anung matinong sneakers would do.

>A GREEN PAIR OF SOCKS. gusto ko ng ganun. seryoso ako.

>UNG SUMBRERO NI SANTA, nawawala na kasi ung ganun ko. gusto ko din ung may tumutunog na something. haha. demading ba? haha.

>PLANNER. nawawala kasi ung dati ko. argh. for